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M. Dupont had not once looked over in Mr Lewis's direction during the course of this speech, and indeed, once the company had toasted his lordship and were seated again, all those present seemed to be studiously avoiding looking towards the American gentleman. An uneasy silence reigned for a moment, and then finally Mr Lewis rose to his feet. He was smiling pleasantly in his customary manner.

"Well, since everyone's giving speeches, I may as well take a turn," he said, and it was at once apparent from his voice that he had had a good deal to drink. "I don't have anything to say to the nonsense our French friend has been uttering. I just dismiss that sort of talk. I've had people try to put one over on me many times, and let me tell you, gentlemen, few people succeed. Few people succeed." Mr Lewis came to a halt and for a moment seemed at a loss as to how he should go on.

Eventually he smiled again and said: "As I say, I'm not going to waste my time on our French friend over there. But as it happens, I do have something to say. Now we're all being so frank, I'll be frank too. You gentlemen here, forgive me, but you are just a bunch of naive dreamers.

And if you didn't insist on meddling in large affairs that affect the globe, you would actually be charming. Let's take our good host here.

What is he? He is a gentleman. No one here, I trust, would care to disagree. A classic English gentleman. Decent, honest, well-meaning. But his lordship here is an amateur. " He paused at the word and looked around the table. "He is an amateur and international affairs today are no longer for gentlemen amateurs. The sooner you here in Europe realize that the better. All you decent, well-meaning gentlemen, let me ask you, have you any idea what sort of place the world is becoming all around you? The days when you could act put of your noble instincts are over.

Except of course, you here in Europe don't yet seem to know it.

Gentlemen like our good host still believe it's their business to meddle in matters they don't understand. So much hog-wash has been spoken here these past two days. Well-meaning, naive hog-wash. You here in Europe need professionals to run your affairs. If you don't realize that soon you're headed for disaster. A toast, gentlemen. Let me make a toast. To professionalism."

There was a stunned silence and no one moved.

Mr Lewis shrugged, raised his glass to all the company, drank and sat back down. Almost immediately, Lord Darlington stood up.

"I have no wish," his lordship said, "to enter into a quarrel on this our last evening together which we all deserve to enjoy as a happy and triumphant occasion. But it is out of respect for your views, Mr Lewis, that I feel one should not simply cast them to one side as though they were uttered by some soap-box eccentric. Let me say this. What you describe as 'amateurism', sir, is what I think most of us here still prefer to call 'honour'."

This brought a loud murmur of assent with several 'hear, hear's' and some applause.

"What is more, sir," his lordship went on, "I believe I have a good idea of what you mean by 'professionalism'. It appears to mean getting one's way by cheating and manipulating. It means ordering one's priorities according to greed and advantage rather than the desire to see goodness and justice prevail in the world. If that is the 'professionalism' you refer to, sir, I don't much care for it and have no wish to acquire it."

This was met by the loudest burst of approval yet, followed by warm and sustained applause. I could see Mr Lewis smiling at his wine glass and shaking his head wearily. It was just around this stage that I became aware of the first footman beside me, who whispered: "Miss Kenton would like a word you, sir. She's just outside the door."

I made my exit as discreetly as possible just as his lordship, still on his feet, was embarking on a further point.

Miss Kenton looked rather upset. "Your father has become very ill, Mr Stevens," she said. "I've called for Dr Meredith, but I understand he may be a little delayed."

I must have looked a little confused, for Miss Kenton then said: "Mr Stevens, he really is in a poor state. You had better come and see him."

"I only have a moment. The gentlemen are liable to retire to the smoking room at any moment."

"Of course. But you must come now, Mr Stevens, or else you may deeply regret it later."

Miss Kenton was already leading the way, and we hurried through the house up to my father's small attic room. Mrs Mortimer, the cook, was standing over my father's bed, still in her apron.

"Oh, Mr Stevens," she said upon our entry, "he's gone very poorly."

Indeed, my father's face had gone a dull reddish colour, like no colour I had seen on a living being. I heard Miss Kenton say softly behind me: "His pulse is very weak." I gazed at my father for a moment, touched his forehead slightly, then withdrew my hand.

"In my opinion:' Mrs Mortimer said, "he's suffered a stroke. I've seen two in my time and I think he's suffered a stroke." With that, she began to cry. I noticed she reeked powerfully of ' fat and roast cooking. I turned away and said to Miss Kenton: "This is most distressing. Nevertheless, I must now return downstairs."

"Of course, Mr Stevens. I will tell you when the doctor arrives. Or else when there are any changes."

"Thank you, Miss Kenton."

I hurried down the stairs and was in time to see the gentlemen proceeding into the smoking room. The footmen looked relieved to see me, and I immediately signalled them to get to their positions.

Whatever had taken place in the banqueting hall after my departure, there was now a genuinely celebratory atmosphere amongst the guests. All around the smoking room, gentlemen seemed to be standing in clusters laughing and clapping each other on the shoulder. Mr Lewis, so far as I could ascertain, had already retired. I found myself making my way through the guests, a bottle of port upon my tray. I had just finished serving a glass to a gentleman when a voice behind me said: "Ah, Stevens, you're interested in fish, you say."

I turned to find the young Mr Cardinal beaming happily at me. I smiled also and said: "Fish, sir?"

"When I was young, I used to keep all sorts of tropical fish in a tank.

Quite a little aquarium it was. I say, Stevens, are you all right?"

I smiled again. "Quite all right, thank you, sir."

"As you so rightly pointed out, I really should come back here in the spring. Darlington Hall must be rather lovely then. The last time I was here, I think it was winter then too. I say, Stevens, are you sure you're all right there?"

"Perfectly all right, thank you, sir."

"Not feeling unwell, are you?"

"Not at all, sir. Please excuse me."

I proceeded to serve port to some other of the guests. There was a loud burst of laughter behind me and I heard the Belgian clergyman exclaim: "That is really heretical! Positively heretical!" then laugh loudly himself. I felt something touch my elbow and turned to find Lord Darlington.

"Stevens, are you all right?"

"Yes, sir. Perfectly."

"You look as though you're crying."

I laughed and taking out a handkerchief, quickly wiped my face. "I'm very sorry, sir. The strains of a hard day."

"Yes, it's been hard work."

Someone addressed his lordship and he turned away to reply. I was about to continue further around the room when I caught sight of Miss Kenton through the open doorway, signalling to me. I began to make my way towards the doors, but before I could reach them, M. Dupont touched my arm.

"Butler," he said, "I wonder if you would find me some fresh bandages.

My feet are unbearable again."

"Yes, sir." - As I proceeded towards the doors, I realized M. Dupont was following me.

I turned and said: "I will come and find you, sir, just as soon as I have what is required."

"Please hurry, butler. I am in some pain."

"Yes, sir. I'm very sorry, sir."

Miss Kenton was still standing out in the hall where I had first spotted her. As I emerged, she walked silently towards the staircase, a curious lack of urgency in her manner. Then she turned and said: "Mr Stevens, I'm very sorry. Your father passed away about four minutes ago."

"I see."

She looked at her hands, then up at my face.

"Mr Stevens, I'm very sorry," she said. Then she added: "I wish there was something I could say."

"There's no need, Miss Kenton."

"Dr Meredith has not yet arrived." Then for a moment she bowed her head and a sob escaped. her. But almost immediately, she resumed her composure and asked in a steady voice: "Will you come up and see him?"

"I'm very busy just now, Miss Kenton. In a little while perhaps."

"In that case, Mr Stevens, will you permit me to close his eyes?"

"I would be most grateful if you would, Miss Kenton."

She began to climb the staircase, but I stopped her, saying: "Miss Kenton, please don't think me unduly improper in not ascending to see my father in his deceased condition just at this moment. You see, I know my father would have wished me to carryon just now."

"Of course, Mr Stevens."

"To do otherwise, I feel, would be to let him down."

"Of course, Mr Stevens."

I turned away, the bottle of port still on my tray, and re-entered the smoking room. That relatively small room appeared to be a forest of black dinner jackets, grey hair and cigar smoke. I wended my way past the gentlemen, searching for glasses to replenish. M. Dupont tapped my shoulder and said: "Butler, have you seen to my arrangements?"

"I am very sorry, sir, but assistance is not immediately available at this precise moment."

"What do you mean, butler? You've run out of basic medical supplies?"

"As it happens, sir, a doctor is on his way."

"Ah, very good! You called a doctor."

"Yes, sir."

"Good, good."

M. Dupont resumed his conversation and I continued my way around the room for some moments. At one point, the German countess emerged from the midst of the gentlemen and before I had had a chance to serve her, began helping herself to some port from my tray.

"You will compliment the cook for me, Stevens," she said.

"Of course, madam. Thank you, madam."

"And you and your team did well also."

"Thank you most kindly, madam."

"At one point during dinner, Stevens, I would have sworn you were at least three people," she said and laughed.

I laughed quickly and said: "I'm delighted to be of service, madam."

A moment later, I spotted the young Mr Cardinal not far away, still standing on his own, and it struck me the young gentleman might be feeling somewhat overawed in the present company. His glass, in any case, was empty and so I started towards him. He seemed greatly cheered at the prospect of my arrival and held out his glass.

"I think it's admirable that you're a nature-lover, Stevens," he said, as I served him. "And I dare say it's a great advantage to Lord Darlington to have someone to keep an expert eye on the activities of the gardener."

"I'm sorry, sir?"

"Nature, Stevens. We were talking the other day about the wonders of the natural world. And I quite agree with you, we are all much too complacent about the great wonders that surround us."

"Yes, sir.

"I mean, all this we've been talking about.

Treaties and boundaries and reparations and occupations. But Mother Nature just carries on her own sweet way. Funny to think of it like that, don't you think?"

"Yes, indeed it is, sir."

"I wonder if it wouldn't have been better if the Almighty had created us all as - well -as sort of plants. You know, firmly embedded in the soil.

Then none of this rot about wars and boundaries would have come up in the first place."

The young gentleman seemed to find this an amusing thought. He gave a laugh, then on further thought laughed some more. I joined him in his laughter. Then he nudged me and said: "Can you imagine it, Stevens?" and laughed again.

"Yes, sir," I said, laughing also, "it would have been a most curious alternative."

"But we could still have chaps like you taking messages back and forth, bringing tea, that sort of thing. Otherwise, how would we ever get anything done? Can you imagine it, Stevens? All of us rooted in the soil? Just imagine it!"

Just then a footman emerged behind me. "Miss Kenton is wishing to have a word with you, sir," he said.

I excused myself from Mr Cardinal and moved towards the doors. I noticed M. Dupont apparently guarding them and as I approached, he said: "Butler, is the doctor here?"

"I am just going to find out, sir. I won't be a moment."

"I am in some pain."

"I'm very sorry, sir. The doctor should not be long now."

On this occasion, M. Dupont followed me out of the door. Miss Ken ton was once more standing out in the hall.

"Mr Stevens," she said, "Dr Meredith has arrived and gone upstairs."

She had spoken in a low voice, but M. Dupont behind me exclaimed immediately: "Ah, good!"

I turned to him and said: "If you will perhaps follow me, sir."

I led him into the billiard room where I stoked the fire while he sat down in one of the leather chairs and began to remove his shoes.

"I'm sorry it is rather cold in here, sir. The doctor will not be long now."

"Thank you, butler. You've done well."

Miss Kenton was still waiting for me in the hallway and we ascended through the house in silence. Up in my father's room, Dr Meredith was making some notes and Mrs Mortimer weeping bitterly. She was still wearing her apron which, evidently, she had been using to wipe away her tears; as a result there were grease marks all over her face, giving her the appearance of a participant in a minstrel show. I had expected the room to smell of death, but on account of Mrs Mortimer - or else her apron the room was dominated by the smell of roasting.

Dr Meredith rose and said: "My condolences, Stevens. He suffered a severe stroke. If it's any comfort to you, he wouldn't have suffered much pain. There was nothing in the world you could have done to save him."

"Thank you, sir."

"I'll be on my way now. You'll see to arrangements?"

"Yes, sir. However, if I may, there is a most distinguished gentleman downstairs in need of your attention."

"Urgent?"

"He expressed a keen desire to see you, sir." I led Dr Meredith downstairs, showed him into the billiard room, then returned quickly to the smoking room where the atmosphere, if anything, had grown even more convivial.

Of course, it is not for me to suggest that I am worthy of ever being placed alongside the likes of the 'great' butlers of our generation, such as Mr Marshall or Mr Lane - though it should be said there are those who, perhaps out of misguided generosity, tend to do just this.

Let me make clear that when I say the conference of 1923, and that night in particular, constituted a turning point in my professional development, I am speaking very much in terms of my own more humble standards. Even so, if you consider the pressures contingent on me that night, you may not think I delude myself unduly if I go so far as to suggest that I did perhaps display, in the face of everything, at least in some degree a 'dignity' worthy of someone like Mr Marshall - or come to that, my father. Indeed, why should I deny it? For all its sad associations, whenever I recall that evening today, I find I do so with a large sense of triumph.



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