Then, he said, he had a gust of emotion. He made a run for it, lest hesitation should grip him again, he went plump with outstretched hand through the green door and let it slam behind him. And so, in a trice, he came into the garden that has haunted all his life.
It was very difficult for Wallace to give me his full sense of that garden into which he came.
There was something in the very air of it that exhilarated ( , ), that gave one a sense of lightness and good happening and well-being ( , // : , - ); there was something in the sight of it that made all its colour clean and perfect and subtly luminous ( - : , , // ; subtle ; , ; , ; ). In the instant of coming into it one was exquisitely glad ( , /) as only in rare moments and when one is young and joyful one can be glad in this world ( // ). And everything was beautiful there ( )
exhilarate [Ig'zIlreIt], subtly ['sAtlI], exquisitely [Ik'skwIzItlI]
There was something in the very air of it that exhilarated, that gave one a sense of lightness and good happening and well-being; there was something in the sight of it that made all its colour clean and perfect and subtly luminous. In the instant of coming into it one was exquisitely glad as only in rare moments and when one is young and joyful one can be glad in this world. And everything was beautiful there
Wallace mused before he went on telling me ( , ). You see ( ), he said, with the doubtful inflection of a man who pauses at incredible things ( , , / / ), there were two great panthers there ( ) Yes, spotted panthers (, ; spot ). And I was not afraid ( ). There was a long wide path with marble-edged flower borders on either side ( ; either ; ; ), and these two huge velvety beasts were playing there with a ball ( ). One looked up and came towards me ( ), a little curious as it seemed ( , ). It came right up to me ( ), rubbed its soft round ear very gently against the small hand ( ) I held out and purred ( , ). It was, I tell you, an enchanted garden ( , , ). I know ( ). And the size ( )? Oh ()! it stretched far and wide ( ), this way and that ( ). I believe there were hills far away ( , ). Heaven knows where West Kensington had suddenly got to ( , ). And somehow it was just like coming home ( - = , ).
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enchanted [In'CRntId], believe [bI'lJv], heaven [hevn]
Wallace mused before he went on telling me. You see, he said, with the doubtful inflection of a man who pauses at incredible things, there were two great panthers there Yes, spotted panthers. And I was not afraid. There was a long wide path with marble-edged flower borders on either side, and these two huge velvety beasts were playing there with a ball. One looked up and came towards me, a little curious as it seemed. It came right up to me, rubbed its soft round ear very gently against the small hand I held out and purred. It was, I tell you, an enchanted garden. I know. And the size? Oh! it stretched far and wide, this way and that. I believe there were hills far away. Heaven knows where West Kensington had suddenly got to. And somehow it was just like coming home.
You know, in the very moment the door swung to behind me (, , ; to swing to ; to swing , ), I forgot the road with its fallen chestnut leaves ( ), its cabs and tradesmens carts ( ), I forgot the sort of gravitational pull back to the discipline and obedience of home ( = ), I forgot all hesitations and fear ( ), forgot discretion ( ), forgot all the intimate realities of this life ( : / ). I became in a moment a very glad and wonder-happy little boy ( , / / - , ) in another world ( ). It was a world with a different quality ( = ), a warmer, more penetrating and mellower light ( , ; mellow , , / , . ./), with a faint clear gladness in its air ( ), and wisps of sun-touched cloud in the blueness of its sky ( ). And before me ran this long wide path, invitingly ( ; to invite ), with weedless beds on either side ( ; weed , ), rich with untended flowers (: = , ; to tend / -./; ; ), and these two great panthers ( ).
obedience [q'bJdIqns], discretion [dI'skreSqn], quality ['kwOlItI]
You know, in the very moment the door swung to behind me, I forgot the road with its fallen chestnut leaves, its cabs and tradesmens carts, I forgot the sort of gravitational pull back to the discipline and obedience of home, I forgot all hesitations and fear, forgot discretion, forgot all the intimate realities of this life. I became in a moment a very glad and wonder-happy little boy in another world. It was a world with a different quality, a warmer, more penetrating and mellower light, with a faint clear gladness in its air, and wisps of sun-touched cloud in the blueness of its sky. And before me ran this long wide path, invitingly, with weedless beds on either side, rich with untended flowers, and these two great panthers.
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I put my little hands fearlessly on their soft fur ( ), and caressed their round ears and the sensitive corners under their ears ( ), and played with them ( ), and it was as though they welcomed me home ( , / = , , ). There was a keen sense of home-coming in my mind ( ; mind ; ; ), and when presently a tall, fair girl appeared in the pathway and came to meet me ( , ), smiling, and said Well? to me (, ?), and lifted me, and kissed me ( , ), and put me down, and led me by the hand ( , ), there was no amazement ( ), but only an impression of delightful rightness ( , : ), of being reminded of happy things that had in some strange way been overlooked (//, , - // ; to overlook , , ). There were broad steps, I remember ( , ), that came into view between spikes of delphinium ( ; to come into view / /, , ; delphinium , ), and up these we went to a great avenue between very old and shady dark trees ( ). All down this avenue, you know (, ), between the red chapped stems, were marble seats of honour and statuary ( ), and very tame and friendly white doves ( )
broad [brLd], view [vjH], dove [dAv]
I put my little hands fearlessly on their soft fur, and caressed their round ears and the sensitive corners under their ears, and played with them, and it was as though they welcomed me home. There was a keen sense of home-coming in my mind, and when presently a tall, fair girl appeared in the pathway and came to meet me, smiling, and said Well? to me, and lifted me, and kissed me, and put me down, and led me by the hand, there was no amazement, but only an impression of delightful rightness, of being reminded of happy things that had in some strange way been overlooked. There were broad steps, I remember, that came into view between spikes of delphinium, and up these we went to a great avenue between very old and shady dark trees. All down this avenue, you know, between the red chapped stems, were marble seats of honour and statuary, and very tame and friendly white doves
And along this avenue my girl-friend led me ( ), looking down ( / /) I recall the pleasant lines ( ), the finely-modelled chin of her sweet kind face ( ; modelled ; , ) asking me questions in a soft, agreeable voice (// , ), and telling me things, pleasant things I know ( -, - , ), though what they were I was never able to recall ( , ) And presently a little Capuchin monkey ( -), very clean ( ), with a fur of ruddy brown and kindly hazel eyes ( - ; hazel ; , -; ), came down a tree to us and ran beside me ( ), looking up at me and grinning ( ; to grin ; ; ), and presently leapt to my shoulder ( ; to leap , ). So we went on our way in great happiness ( )
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He paused ( ).
Go on (), I said.
pleasant [pleznt], monkey ['mANkI], hazel [heIzl]
And along this avenue my girl-friend led me, looking down I recall the pleasant lines, the finely-modelled chin of her sweet kind face asking me questions in a soft, agreeable voice, and telling me things, pleasant things I know, though what they were I was never able to recall And presently a little Capuchin monkey, very clean, with a fur of ruddy brown and kindly hazel eyes, came down a tree to us and ran beside me, looking up at me and grinning, and presently leapt to my shoulder. So we went on our way in great happiness
He paused.
Go on, I said.
I remember little things ( ). We passed an old man musing among laurels, I remember ( , , ), and a place gay with paroquets ( , ) and came through a broad shaded colonnade to a spacious cool palace ( ), full of pleasant fountains ( ), full of beautiful things ( ), full of the quality and promise of hearts desire ( // ; ones hearts desire , ). And there were many things and many people ( ), some that still seem to stand out clearly and some that are a little vague (, // , , = , ), but all these people were beautiful and kind ( ). In some way (- ) I dont know how ( ) it was conveyed to me ( ) that they all were kind to me ( ), glad to have me there ( / ), and filling me with gladness by their gestures ( ), by the touch of their hands ( ), by the welcome and love in their eyes ( ). Yes ()
paroquet ['pxrqkIt], spacious ['speISqs], fountain ['fauntIn]
I remember little things. We passed an old man musing among laurels, I remember, and a place gay with paroquets, and came through a broad shaded colonnade to a spacious cool palace, full of pleasant fountains, full of beautiful things, full of the quality and promise of hearts desire. And there were many things and many people, some that still seem to stand out clearly and some that are a little vague, but all these people were beautiful and kind. In some way I dont know how it was conveyed to me that they all were kind to me, glad to have me there, and filling me with gladness by their gestures, by the touch of their hands, by the welcome and love in their eyes. Yes
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He mused for a while ( ). Playmates I found there ( ). That was very much to me ( ), because I was a lonely little boy ( ). They played delightful games in a grass-covered court ( , ) where there was a sun-dial set about with flowers ( , ). And as one played one loved ( , : )
But its odd ( ) theres a gap in my memory ( ). I dont remember the games we played ( , ). I never remembered ( ). Afterwards, as a child (, ), I spent long hours trying, even with tears ( , : ; to spend ; ), to recall the form of that happiness ( = ; form , , ). I wanted to play it all over again ( ; all over again , , ) in my nursery by myself ( ). No ()! All I remember is the happiness and two dear playfellows who were most with me (, , , )
delightful [dI'laItful], hour [auq], even [Jvn]
He mused for a while. Playmates I found there. That was very much to me, because I was a lonely little boy. They played delightful games in a grass-covered court where there was a sun-dial set about with flowers. And as one played one loved
But its odd theres a gap in my memory. I dont remember the games we played. I never remembered. Afterwards, as a child, I spent long hours trying, even with tears, to recall the form of that happiness. I wanted to play it all over again in my nursery by myself. No! All I remember is the happiness and two dear playfellows who were most with me
Then presently came a sombre dark woman ( ), with a grave, pale face and dreamy eyes ( ), a sombre woman wearing a soft long robe of pale purple ( , - ), who carried a book and beckoned ( // ) and took me aside with her into a gallery above a hall ( ) though my playmates were loth to have me go ( ; loth , -. ; ; to be loth to do smth. -.), and ceased their game and stood watching as I was carried away ( , , ). Come back to us ( )! they cried ( ). Come back to us soon ( )! I looked up at her face ( ), but she heeded them not at all ( ; to heed , , ). Her face was very gentle and grave ( ). She took me to a seat in the gallery ( ), and I stood beside her ( ), ready to look at her book as she opened it upon her knee ( // , ). The pages fell open ( ). She pointed ( ), and I looked, marvelling ( , ), for in the living pages of that book I saw myself ( ); it was a story about myself ( ), and in it were all the things that had happened to me since ever I was born ( , , )
though [Dqu], ready ['redI], knee [nJ]
Then presently came a sombre dark woman, with a grave, pale face and dreamy eyes, a sombre woman wearing a soft long robe of pale purple, who carried a book and beckoned and took me aside with her into a gallery above a hall though my playmates were loth to have me go, and ceased their game and stood watching as I was carried away. Come back to us! they cried. Come back to us soon! I looked up at her face, but she heeded them not at all. Her face was very gentle and grave. She took me to a seat in the gallery, and I stood beside her, ready to look at her book as she opened it upon her knee. The pages fell open. She pointed, and I looked, marvelling, for in the living pages of that book I saw myself; it was a story about myself, and in it were all the things that had happened to me since ever I was born
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It was wonderful to me ( ), because the pages of that book were not pictures ( ), you understand, but realities (, ).
Wallace paused gravely ( ) looked at me doubtfully ( ).
Go on (), I said. I understand ( ).
because [bI'kOz], picture ['pIkCq], doubtfully ['dautfulI]
It was wonderful to me, because the pages of that book were not pictures, you understand, but realities.
Wallace paused gravely looked at me doubtfully.
Go on, I said. I understand.
They were realities ( ) yes, they must have been ( : , , ); people moved and things came and went in them ( , / : ); my dear mother, whom I had near forgotten ( , ); then my father, stern and upright ( , ), the servants, the nursery, all the familiar things of home (, , ). Then the front door and the busy streets, with traffic to and fro ( ; to and fro ; ): I looked and marvelled ( ), and looked half doubtfully again into the womans face and turned the pages over ( ), skipping this and that ( ), to see more of this book ( ), and more ( ), and so at last I came to myself hovering and hesitating outside the green door in the long white wall ( , , , ), and felt again the conflict and the fear ( // ; to feel , ).
mother ['mADq], busy ['bIzI], hover ['hOvq]
They were realities yes, they must have been; people moved and things came and went in them; my dear mother, whom I had near forgotten; then my father, stern and upright, the servants, the nursery, all the familiar things of home. Then the front door and the busy streets, with traffic to and fro: I looked and marvelled, and looked half doubtfully again into the womans face and turned the pages over, skipping this and that, to see more of this book, and more, and so at last I came to myself hovering and hesitating outside the green door in the long white wall, and felt again the conflict and the fear.
And next ( // )? I cried ( ), and would have turned on ( // ), but the cool hand of the grave woman delayed me ( ; to delay , ; ).
Next ()? I insisted ( ), and struggled gently with her hand ( ; gently , , ), pulling up her fingers with all my childish strength ( ), and as she yielded and the page came over she bent down upon me like a shadow and kissed my brow ( , , , , ; shadow ; ).
yield [jJld], shadow ['Sxdqu], brow [brau]
And next? I cried, and would have turned on, but the cool hand of the grave woman delayed me.
Next? I insisted, and struggled gently with her hand, pulling up her fingers with all my childish strength, and as she yielded and the page came over she bent down upon me like a shadow and kissed my brow.
But the page did not show the enchanted garden ( ), nor the panthers ( ), nor the girl who had led me by the hand ( , ), nor the playfellows who had been so loth to let me go ( , ). It showed a long grey street in West Kensington ( ), on that chill hour of afternoon before the lamps are lit ( , ; to light ), and I was there ( ), a wretched little figure ( ), weeping aloud ( ), for all that I could do to restrain myself ( : , ), and I was weeping ( ) because I could not return to my dear playfellows ( ) who had called after me ( ), Come back to us ( )! Come back to us soon ( )! I was there ( ). This was no page in a book ( ), but harsh reality ( ); that enchanted place and the restraining hand of the grave mother at whose knee I stood had gone ( , , ; to go ; ; grave , , ; , ) whither have they gone ( )?
wretched ['reCId], aloud [q'laud], whose [hHz]
But the page did not show the enchanted garden, nor the panthers, nor the girl who had led me by the hand, nor the playfellows who had been so loth to let me go. It showed a long grey street in West Kensington, on that chill hour of afternoon before the lamps are lit, and I was there, a wretched little figure, weeping aloud, for all that I could do to restrain myself, and I was weeping because I could not return to my dear play-fellows who had called after me, Come back to us! Come back to us soon! I was there. This was no page in a book, but harsh reality; that enchanted place and the restraining hand of the grave mother at whose knee I stood had gone whither have they gone?
He halted again, and remained for a time ( // ), staring into the fire ( ).
Oh ()! the wretchedness of that return (, : , )! he murmured ( ).
Well ( )? I said after a minute or so ( ).
halt [hLlt], murmur ['mWmq], minute ['mInIt]
He halted again, and remained for a time, staring into the fire.
Oh! the wretchedness of that return! he murmured.
Well? I said after a minute or so.
Poor little wretch I was ( ) brought back to this grey world again ( : )! As I realised the fulness of what had happened to me ( = , ), I gave way to quite ungovernable grief ( ; to give way , /, /; //). And the shame and humiliation of that public weeping and my disgraceful homecoming remain with me still ( : ). I see again the benevolent-looking old gentleman in gold spectacles who stopped and spoke to me ( , ) prodding me first with his umbrella ( ; to prod , ). Poor little chap ( ), said he; and are you lost then (, , )? and me a London boy of five and more ( )! And he must needs bring in a kindly young policeman ( // ) and make a crowd of me ( ), and so march me home ( ). Sobbing, conspicuous and frightened (, / / ; conspicuous , , ), I came from the enchanted garden to the steps of my fathers house ( ).
ungovernable [An'gAvqnqbl], grief [grJf], conspicuous [kqn'spIkjuqs], frightened ['fraItqnd]
Poor little wretch I was brought back to this grey world again! As I realised the fulness of what had happened to me, I gave way to quite ungovernable grief. And the shame and humiliation of that public weeping and my disgraceful homecoming remain with me still. I see again the benevolent-looking old gentleman in gold spectacles who stopped and spoke to me prodding me first with his umbrella. Poor little chap, said he; and are you lost then? and me a London boy of five and more! And he must needs bring in a kindly young policeman and make a crowd of me, and so march me home. Sobbing, conspicuous and frightened, I came from the enchanted garden to the steps of my fathers house.
That is as well as I can remember my vision of that garden ( ) the garden that haunts me still (, : / ). Of course (), I can convey nothing of that indescribable quality of translucent unreality ( = ; to convey ; ), that difference from the common things of experience that hung about it all ( , = ; to hang , ); but that that is what happened ( , ). If it was a dream ( ), I am sure it was a day-time and altogether extraordinary dream ( , ) Hm (-)! naturally there followed a terrible questioning (, ), by my aunt, my father, the nurse, the governess everyone ( , , , )
